Haven’t been very into it.
Bought a $3000 bike last weekend.
Am I worth having a $3000 bike. What if I don’t do it, then I spent $3000 on failure. I could have spent that money towards the kids college stuff. Do I really deserve a $3000 bike.
Maybe the purchase has scared me a bit. I don’t know if I am good enough. If I am enough.
Maybe it is the change In The weather. I really hate the winter.
Maybe it was the fact that I had shin splints. WTF. Why did I get shin splints?